We definitely missed you!! <3 ugh, what a horrible year :( here's hoping 2014 is an improvement.

And you really don't need to feel unworthy of your fandom stocking gifts <3 theyre gifts! A lot of people are in similar situations, i signed up in 2012 and wrote nothing because work. (And because the other thing i signed up for was an exchange with a designated recip, so any fic energy i could muster needed to go to that.)